tribute to phoebe

2006-12-16T02:41:00.000-08:00

seize the day

i've been waiting quite sometime
for something to arrive
it's been so long, it's been too late

it seems that i have grew impatient
all over this place
cause things have moved, things have changed

and i know where to go
but i don't know how to get over there

and then i heard somewhere
that all i have are just my dreams
maybe they just don't want me to believe

and i know where to go
but i don't know how to get over there

now i've seen the far horizons
and i have seen my faint reflections
so distant yet they are within my reach

now is my time
now is my moment
i will seize the day for my own

(for the debutant yesterday. this song was originally entitled "the quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog"; but, we deceided that the previous title was way WAY too long. so hence, "seize the day". the title's a bit aggresive, though. oh yeah, the band now has a lead vocals and ((hopefully)) future basist, Jevic Anjin F. Cruel((she sang this song for the debutant))! YEY!((so beautiful voice by the way! welcome to tribute to phoebe!)))

2006-11-05T03:33:00.000-08:00

0902hrs

are you feeling that they don't care
anymore to all the things you say
are they blaming everything on
you again tonight

well do you hear them
and do you believe them

if you do
then you must not
think this over
anymore
cause there's always
some people out there
saying to you
that you're not

are you feeling the bladed words
through your bones they cut you out
and are you abandoned now
left alone and naked in the light

well do you feel them
and do you believe them

if you do
then you must not
think this over
anymore
cause there's always
a good tomorrow
waiting for you
only if you do

well do you hear and feel them
but do you really believe

if you do
then you must not
think this over anymore
cause there's always
some people out there
saying to you
that you're not
and there's always
a good tomorrow
waiting for you
only if you do
so hold on
and you prove them
that you are not
what they think you are
just hold on
because you're worthy
and you are not
what they think you are

(i've said everything i wanted to say to you in this song. i pray you will be ok now.):D

2006-08-30T06:25:00.000-07:00

hear this out!

breathing high
crawling low
running fast
dying really slow
whatever it has to take to get to you
i'll get by it all i'll face it all for you

the first light of dawn
the rising of the moon
the endless sea
the weathers dry and cold
whatever it has to take to get to you
i'll travel it all i'll face it all for you
because

pretty smart
really dumb
i feel it all when i am numb
and i can't get by without you for a day
and somehow i wonder if you ever feel the same
because

there are things that i want to say to you before you go away and i hope that when you hear this out maybe you would stay for awhile

or maybe you would stay...

(hay... to bad we didn't get to play this song on the zoosoc ((YEAH! we got to perform there in the end after all! although it was just ogan and me. too bas the others didn't come... oh well, ther's always another event like that!)) event the past week but, that's not important. what's important was that she got to hear this song out! and she liked it! hay! **melts away** and i really planned that she was the first to listen to it and it happened! wow! **melts more** anyway, this song is ((obviously)) about a guy wanting to say something important to a girl. i like the idea that the real message of the guy is not in the song!)

2006-08-11T18:33:00.000-07:00

*****entry*****
T-T
(somewhere in up)

gally. i feel bad. and thats because a friend of mine invited the band to perform in an event of their org. that really got me excited and all beacause this was going to be our second performance. but, things don't always come out the way you want it to be. most of the "tributors" (hehe) are busy right now so they won't be able to make it. darn it.

oh well, i guess there'll be others events in the not so (if not really distant) future when we will perform and be really REALLY complete. so... let's wait for that future. as of now, it's practice practice, practice 'til we are really REALLY good. hehehe

*****end*****

2006-08-06T02:12:00.000-07:00

listen (or "for Stephanie")

pushing myself to the edge
i've done all that i can
running so fast now it's a good thing i don't trip
because i know everyone will laugh

i have seen myself today
i'm so lost that i can't find my way
and i have become what you want me to be
and i have forgotten what it is to be me

(the people who are usually the happiset are the ones who really are not. they hide the tears in thier faces with thier lovely smiles. one night i had to be a witness to this reality. and sometimes you really feel bad when you are powerless to help them.)

2006-07-25T06:39:00.000-07:00

last call

can't run from this moment
already burried inside
i want to wake
but i have already opened my eyes
and i don't like what i see

again i find myself so lost
and if i turn i'll be drowned in despair
but i won't regret i felt this way right from the start
slowly i begin to drift away

we've been through there and back again
and your smiles has brought me warmth
with you i felt the best of days
and with you it all fell apart
i never thought i'd be to blame

(mmm... obviously, made by a broken heart. but that was before. a long time ago. niyahaha. but now, he's alright. :D )

2006-07-16T05:45:00.000-07:00

he would say

"let's go
away from here
and into a place where
we may sit down
i know
you're tired and thristy
you're cold and lonely
am i right again?
i've known you
for a long time now
i know what to do
i'll bring you a drink
my dear
just wait awhile.

i know
where you're hidding
when you're crying
when you bleed
'cause i've
been there myself
and i don't want to
see you there
all alone
i've known you
for a long time now
i know what to do
stop your crying now
my dear
i'm here
with you."

i think
that he would say this
to anybody
who's feeling down
if only
they would listen
they would hear his
words come out

(i don't know why i can't forget the lyrics of this song. when i wrote this, it only took me a quarter on an hour to do it. ever since i haven't changed a line in this song.)

2006-07-01T21:07:00.000-07:00

ok, this is the band logo we've made
done in hand, colored in photoshop
:D

2006-07-01T07:31:00.000-07:00

this is what you get when you loose to a girl....
but it's alright for me.
i know what i'm going to post in here.
...start...
:D